End of Summer Blues

Well.

That's it.

It's officially over.

I'm done. Done with summer.

School has begun... and I'll tell you what... it's hit me like a soccer ball to the face.

 It's only the second day in and I feel swamped already.  On my way home today I was seriously starting to rethink some of my recent decisions.  Right now, I feel like taking three AP courses (technically 4) is not the best thing... I'm going to be loaded down with homework.... AND.  I dunno if I updated y'all about this but... I'm an inch or so away from getting a part time job at the frozen yogurt place I mentioned.  However... working weekends means I don't necessarily have that much free time... school trips are coming up and I'm not sure if I'll be able to schedule around them :/  It's just not the best thing right now.  I mean, I'm happy to be working and getting some pocket cash, but yeeesh.  There's going to be a lot of things suddenly crammed in my life and I'm not so sure I wanna take it on...all at once, that is...

But the other half (the stupid part) of my brain is determined.  I want to make this work.  I want to have better time management skills.  I want to get used to what things'll look like in college.  So I want to do this.
Hopefully I won't die (or worse-- LOSE MY SANITY) in the meantime.  :P

But anyways.  Let's discuss a bit of school things, shall we?

1. I had none of my school supplies ready **Note to self: always have your school supplies ready. 
2. My teachers, while interesting, are all a bit weird.

3. My schedule's packed.  You saw, when I disclosed my class schedule in the previous post.
4. I have no classes with J.  Not even a lunch shift, I'm purty sure.  That's kind of a big bummer.  I dunno when we'll have the time to see each other...seeing as he's working too, and also loaded up on AP classes.
5. AP Lang seriously kicked my ass this morning.  I froze up during a 30 minute write based on our summer assignments and totally just... flopped.  I couldn't write more than two paragraphs in what was supposed to be an argumentative essay.  Great.  What an awesome first impression.
6. My locker is nowhere to be found.  It's a weird number and I can't find it in the halls.  Maybe I'm missing something, but I dunno.  I need to find it.  ...Not that I'll use it that much anyways....
7. My total amount of sleep within the past two days has added up to a total of maybe 10 hours. Like, what even IS that.
8. The forms are ALL OVER THE PLACE.  So many things to sign for different classes... Not my favorite.

I dunno how I even have time to write this post... I feel like blogging for me is going to be put on a back burner for a while.. :/  We'll see.

How are you guys doing?  If you could rate your life on a scale of hectic-ness, 1 being the least hectic and 10 being the most, what would you be?

xoxo