Mind Explosion

This is one of those times when I just wanna write down everything in my head
And roll it up into one inspiring mess of text
And just throw it out there
And be proud of it
But today is not that day
I'll just leave it at the fact that so much has happened since I was last here...
And changes are drastic
and happen too fast sometimes
but they're also exhilarating...
Oh
Did I mention I committed to my college of choice?
And that I don't care what people say about that said choice anymore?
Because it's not their future, it's mine?
Yup
it happened
Oh and I met up with my future room mate for the first time in person in Disney world
By crazy random happenstance
She's so great
Also
I've learned a ton about myself
Oh and I'm acting in a show a week from now (stress ends soon!)
And I want to make blog posts more frequent
And shorter
Like this one
It seems a mess and random and far to fluid for paper
but there's so much clarity you don't even know
It's a long weekend, thank god
I need to memorize my lines still
I broke my phone on Thursday
Thank god my new one gets here Sunday
I needed to upgrade before college anyways
Though I'm not gonna lie I'm a bit saddened/surprised/perplexed about how one can be so
Obsessed sometimes with a hunk of metal
Why do they run our lives, anyways?
Probably cuz we let them
Because we think they're helping us live our lives
when in reality
all we need is a 30 minute long conversation with our best friends late at night in our driveways.
I need some sleep.
Until next time,

xoxo,